first day with out you

So yesterday I took Chris to Fort Gordon for him to leave and go to Nicaragua for four months. It was 3 in the morning, I got up, and Chris was already up with the baby since 1 am. We only got one hour of sleep that night. Monday was a slow and depressing day. After dropping off Chris, he called and said I forgot my uniform belt, will you bring it to the airport please. So I did. I got to the airport and he wasn't there. Well you can’t just park and wait on the curb, unless you want to pay for it, so I just drove around for an hour. Well we got home at 5am and Koen decided that he was going to stay up till 7am and then I could go back to sleep. We just sat around the house with the curtains pulled tight and did nothing. I love you Chris and i can't till you get home.