So last week we had our last sonogram. Well he is differently all boy. i asked her to check and see if he was still a boy and he was not ashamed to show his boy parts. he still doesn't like to be touched or messed with. The sonogram lady wanted to see his face, so she started to press down and shake the thing right on his face. OOh he was so mad. everything feels like its in slow motion now. He is loving it way to much in there. i wish he was ready to come out soon, but after two doctors visits he is still at 0. he will come when he is ready. i have lost all sense of appetite, nothing seems good anymore.
Good news though, Chris dad is finely get put to rest tomorrow. We have been through so much with all of this. There is a funeral, there is not a funeral, oh no the funeral is not tomorrow its next week. i just want to pull my hair out. Now after about a month of all this, its hopefully over. It was hard dropping him off today, and not being able to go with him. I was mad all morning at him for no reason. I know its not his fault. I was just upset because i could not be there for him. i miss him tons but i know he will be back Saturday evening.
Last weekend i had my first baby shower. It was so much fun. We had great food, awesome fun with dirty diapers, and lovely company. We are so blessed that we have tons of great friends and family to help us out with everything we needed and wanted. I am grateful for everything that has happen to us. My mom has really been there for me a lot. I don't know where i would be with her, probably in tons of trouble. She as helped me with everything. Thanks mom i love you.
I have a busy weekend coming up. My last baby shower is this weekend, with my friends and family. Brittany is going to throw a great one. I can't wait to see all my friends and catch up with all of them.
